Wilco - I'm the Man Who Loves You - Vail Snow Daze 2012

i found this video of wilco at the snow daze festival we went to back in december. check out the hats and scarves. you can't see the snow, but i guarantee you it was snowing the whole time. actually you can see the snow. awesome. yeah great show.

eye of the tiger, pt. 4 the finale

well it's over. the season is over for the houston texans. it wasn't much of a surprise. the new england patriots are a better team, better organization and that's why they won. twice against us this season. there's a problem with the texans. let me see if i can articulate it. gary kubiak is a good coach. matt schaub is a good quarterback. however, gary kubiak is not a great coach and cannot overcome sometimes mediocre quarterback play. matt schaub is not a great quarterback and cannot overcome sometimes mediocre coaching. we don't have a great quarterback to overcome our sometimes inept coach and the same goes for the coach. we're a very good team, but we won't be a great team with both kubiak and schaub. it just won't happen. we'll get this far each year and that's it.

i still have to say it's better than not making the playoffs and being like the browns or chiefs or something. we're close, but just don't have quite enough talent.

i'm looking forward to baseball season. it's going to be a rough year for both the astros and the rockies. they might end up the two worst teams in baseball. but baseball is fun either way. you want to win, but going to a game is still so much fun. i want to go to about ten games this year. see the astros, giants, cubs, maybe the new look dodgers. i don't have a world series pick yet, i'll save that for spring training.

anyway football is over in houston and denver. seems like a new england- 49er super bowl is coming our way. but who knows. either way, i can't wait to see color me badd as the half time show at the super bowl.

wait...i'm being told that is not correct and color me badd should never be mentioned again. harsh, but fair.

eye of the tiger, pt. 3

here we are people. even before the game this afternoon, we've already received our first break. denver lost yesterday. what does that mean? well i'll tell you what that means. if, if, if somehow, someway houston can beat new england later today, the afc championship game will be in houston. that is huge. we already beat baltimore. in fact, we tore them up. well so did denver, so i guess that's not worth a lot in the playoffs, which should make should make us feel better about today. things could be turning houston's way.

however, i am the rain. the game is the parade and i'm raining all over it. prediction:

new england 42 houston 20

i don't have any other predictions. my preseason nfc pick green bay is now gone. they lost last night to san francisco pretty convincingly. i was able to watch it at home. what? that's right. i was talking with my dad and he mentioned that i should be able to buy a normal, everyday antenna and hook it into the converter box and pick up channels over the air. well, guess what? he was right!! i hooked it up upstairs and we have television. so i'll be able to watch the texans game at home today instead out at some bar with everyone cheering against houston. also i'm becoming a statistic and have come down with a sore throat. when you see a map of the US and all the states are red with sick people, i'm now one of them.

(as i'm watching cbs this morning)....this is awesome. i haven't seen a 'moment of nature' on cbs's this morning in years. and this morning they're in montana. and there's a moose. it looks just like rocky mountain national forest. it's not, but man it's similar. i love those moments of nature.

also we saw the hobbit yesterday. i've never read the book or any of tolkien's books. i found them pretty boring. but i enjoy the movies. and this one was good too. we saw it 3d in the IMAX. the IMAX was cool, but i'm always let down by 3d. i think it's a ripoff. but demitria loved it and that's what counts. that's her star wars.

go texans.

eye of the tiger, pt. 2

oh so close! if only the inept bengals offense could have scored a touchdown instead of a field goal, i would have nailed the texans/bengals game score on my optimistic pick. and the green bay, well, i didn't know christian ponder wasn't starting until after my post, otherwise, i would have totally lowered their score.

we are heading on to new england. i'll have my predictions later in the week, but if you watched the game saturday, there is no way a performance like that beats new england. no way sir. i surprised by the ravens and seahawks both winning. and jeeze, that RGIII play where his knee buckled, that was hard to watch. every time i see a reply where someone's knee is blown out, my left knee starts hurting. it's sympathy pain!

eye of the tiger

bengals versus texans. today. football. win. sentence.

yes i have serious doubts about the texans chances today. serious and grave doubts. however, i picked them to play green bay in the super bowl and since both of those teams are still in the playoffs and since both of those teams are playing today, i have to pick both to win. but i tell you faithful readers, i have serious doubts.

predictions: because of my preseason picks, i pick the following:

texans 19 bengals 17

packers 31 vikings 16

however, if i were to pick the games based solely on my amazing football knowledge and instincts, i would pick the following:

bengals 26 texans 23

packers 31 vikings 16

notice the packers game did not change. that's because i do not have grave and serious doubts about the packers like i do the texans. i hope my preseason picks pan out. but like i've noted before on this blog, even if we win today, all that does is send us back to new england, the sight of a brutal massacre earlier in the year. good luck texans. remember, you're not the oilers! prove me right!

1999

prince once said, 'we're not going to let the elevator break us down.' poignant words indeed. i think i'm actually quoting from 'let's go crazy' instead of '1999', which was what i was trying to go for. oh well. speaking of prince, do you think he regrets the batman soundtrack? i don't think he should. he should be proud of his work with the tim burton reboot. it's amazing how terrible the next three batman movies were, yet they made a ton of money. i actually remember watching the last one batman and robin in a theater with bruce. we became so bored that we started to do jumps and rolls over the seats in the theater. i think there was like five other people in there and they became more interested in what we were doing than the movie. so bad. so, so bad.

it's actually 2013 today. and who cares! it's another day following the last one. but since we like to group things in terms of days, weeks, months and years, it's meaningful. resolutions! goals for the new year! let's think about these. what sort of goals should be associated with this new and non-exciting year?

1. put on a concert- yes! demitria and i are currently in the works to perform a show. a four song show featuring several songs that i believe we can knock out as a duet, she plays the flute and i play the guitar. we're in the early stages of practice, so the show might not be ready until the summer, but we're moving forward on it. i'm proud of both of us to do this. i think in the end it will be something we can really be proud of.

2. get my book edited and published online through amazon- amazon will allow me to publish my book and be made available electronically through the kindle. once it's ready, i'm going to get promote it online as well: facebook, twitter all those things. i'll have to figure out the best way to do this. i just need word of mouth because the price will be so low, everyone will buy it.

3. buy a house- that's been on the list for a while and it might stay for a while, but we're both still hoping to buy a house in 2013.

4. get back in shape- this one was probably on last year's too, but last year was filled with celebration and although my knee has started to respond and get stronger, the balance was off last year. too much celebration. this year will, hopefully, feature no new jobs or anything of the sort. i can cut back my consumption and get back in shape for 2013.

5. that's it. not a grandiose list this year. last year was still full of change and getting those parts of my 5-year plan from 2006 done. i don't think i'll institute a new 5-year plan for a couple more years. i want to go back to school to get a masters degree at some point. i wouldn't mind getting a phd also and maybe going the professor route later in life. can you do that later in life? why not! you can anything if you want it.

i'm also going to piggyback on this blog post and knock out my top ten albums of the year:

1. father john misty- fear fun
2. the divine fits- a band called the divine fits
3. the flaming lips and heady fwends- s/t
4. spiritualized- huh?
5. twin shadow- forget
6. the lumineers- s/t
7. the walkmen- heaven
8. beach house- bloom
9. the avett brothers- the carpenter
10. matthew e white- big inner

not a spectacular year. disappoints were out there with the magnetic fields, the white rabbits and even the avett brothers, which made the list. i have a feeling i won't be loving that new album in the next year.

see ya 2012! thanks for the memories. i had friends and family come visit me. demitria and i traveled to glenwood springs on an awesome trip. i traveled to salt lake city, seattle, new york and houston. the astros moved to the al west. i passed the cpa test! crazy, crazy year indeed. looking forward to the new one.

oh boy, pt. 2

correction to yesterday's post. i must have been in an anger filled rage, obviously not paying attention to detail. if houston wins against cincinnati, we won't be playing denver in denver. we'll be playing new england in new england. maybe i just didn't want to admit that we're toast. completely. donesky.

so where can i get a broncos hat?

oh boy

there's not much to say about today's texans game. kubiak is not a big time coach. schaub is not a big time quarterback. we will be one and done in houston against cincinnati. denver and new england have big time coaches and quarterbacks. but we're adequate enough to not be able to justify firing kubiak or ditching schaub. maybe green bay can hold on and at least fulfill one half of my super bowl prediction.oh well. baseball is coming soon and the astros will surprise people in their first season in the al west and only lose 100 games instead of the usual 120 games. good times ahead.

in other news, we attended our first REI garage sale saturday morning. okay, so in houston REI is not a big thing. we don't ski and we don't hike in houston. we eat and drink. a lot. however, in denver, REI is like a sacred place. skis, shoes, backpacks, winter hats and all sorts of camping essentials are sold and bought and sold again at REI. the people who work at REI know every detail about every piece of fabric and material used in REI products. for members, which i am, there are monthly garage sales. the garage sales feature items that people have brought back and they are resold for steep discounts. it's a big thing.

we woke up at 6:20 on a saturday morning. we had our coffee, from our new keurig coffee machine, thank you mom and jack, and headed out to REI. when you arrive you stand in line outside to draw a ticket. the tickets are different colors and the color you randomly select will determine when you get to go in. i drew the white ticket. demitria drew the red ticket. white was first to go inside. red was second. then there was green and yellow. at 8, the people with the white tickets lined up to go in. there is a separate room way up on the third floor where all these items are displayed. there are shoes, skis, jackets and all sorts of camping/outdoor stuff. you have twenty minutes to shop. then you have to leave the room and the next group comes in. i know, it's crazy.

i found an awesome patagonia jacket, a pair of hiking/snow shoes and a pair of hiking pants. demitria found this awesome old school cooler that locks so animals won't be able to get inside. we were through with our purchases and back to the car at about 9:30, the time we usually wake up on a saturday. we went for breakfast and then took a nice leisurely walk around wash park.

we are planning to attend the next garage sale in january. we're looking specifically for snow shoes and hiking poles next time. maybe another pair of hiking pants. i don't want to hike in blue jeans anymore. it's not the colorado way. it's also not comfortable. and it's not fashionable. but mostly it's the comfort. i also want to find a canoe or maybe a kayak. that might have to come from craigslist or something.

man i can't believe the texans. so much on the line for two weeks in a row and to show up and play like that twice. it's unbelievable. this place is going to be peyton crazy for the next two weeks. and if somehow we beat cincinnati, you know who is waiting for us? peyton manning and the denver broncos to play in denver. i wonder if i could get tickets? would i conceal my allegiance? would i paint my face? we'll have to see about these details later.

grey jay way

that is a grey jay. or gray. whichever is correct. he lives off a trail on mount evans in idaho springs. i call him warren. he looks dignified like a warren, doesn't he?

i started my job and man is it change. for the better!! i went from having about a million things to do each day to having about ten. i have way less stress. i have time to myself. i have my own cube. there's a kitchen with water and coffee. okay we had that too at my old place. but i also have sodas for a quarter. okay we had free sodas before. but we might soon be getting a cafeteria with awesome lunch choices. i mean things cannot get better. of course, it did snow just enough to mess things up yesterday. i don't mind the snow, but i want a lot of it. i don't want just enough to mess up the driveway and the streets and make me slip and fall. i want some serious snow. up to my knees. i can't slip in that!

i'm still putting off my best albums of the year list. it was just not a great year for music. i'm having a hard time coming up with a top ten list. i have about five right now. but i need to go back and look at the entire year. i have to be missing something. i know i bought a lot of albums this year. they couldn't have all been bad, right?

this past weekend bruce came up and we hung out with britt daniel of spoon/divine fits fame and got our picture with him. we headed to vail on saturday and saw wilco play that night. it was about ten degrees in vail and snowing while they played. we also walked about twenty miles to the venue because we got lost. sunday we drove home and i have rarely been terrified in my life, but i was seriously terrified driving up loveland pass. it was snowing. my windows were fogging up. people were flying by me. i couldn't see my lane because there were no tire marks anymore. it was awful. but we made it. even through the tears, we made it. i'll have pictures probably this weekend of the trip and the shows. i can say without a doubt the picture i have of britt daniel is the most uninterested rock star you've ever seen. stay tuned.

big star

the jayhawks 'big star'.

my favorite line: "grapes bitter, i'm no quitter; revolutions come one by one, seems it's high noon and i ain't got no gun."

that's how i felt at the age of 25. now, seven years later, i still love that line because it reminds me of that mindset i had at 25.

2012 was a big year. obviously this is year in retrospective blog entry. i'll get to my top albums of 2012 later in the year. not a great year in music, that's why i'm not rushing it.

in 2012, i passed the cpa test finally, was promoted to senior auditor and finally got myself a new job outside of public accounting. i also visited new york city for the first time and i have things set up to get my book self-published in 2013. big year i should say. i know things are getting harder for my generation as we're getting older. the decisions we made in our early to mid-twenties are coming back to haunt some of us. they're like slow moving glaciers that gain speed and girth and finally they destroy you in what seems like seconds when actually they've been building for a decade. if i had advice for those people, i would say move out of the way of the glacier. we're still young. start again and if that fails, start again again. warren zevon said it best, 'i'll sleep when i'm dead.' success is how you define it. to be honest, i could be working at twist and shout here in denver and feel like a million bucks because this is exactly where i want to be.

the medication is wearing off

first off i had a dream last night where i was so funny, i actually took notes in the dream because the material that was coming out of my mouth was star search material. but now awake and drinking my coffee, i have no idea what i was saying in that dream or who i was saying it to. it was good though. gold, jerry. gold.

next off we have a friend in denver leaving town. that's right. people actually leave denver too. that was surprising to me. i thought most came and never left. but this guy is the guy who demitria went to school with and really helped us out when we first go here. he showed us some places to go hiking and go for beers. real nice guy. his choice of going away party was a new place in the cool area of denver off of broadway. for denver, the venus is a massive new place. it has a few bowling lanes, up-right old-school video games, shuffle board, a huge bar area and a place for bumper boats. i made that last part up and i included it because i used as a joke last night and no one laughed. i mean when people are commenting on how big it is and they're going item by item about what's there and i say, 'yeah and the bumper boats were really surprising.'. that deserves a laugh. this town.

anyway, the place was alright. but......the music was so loud i could not hear anyone talking. demitria has complained several times that when i use her mp3 player i hurt her brain because i don't turn the volume down and it's so loud, the music i listen to. i think i'm having some residual effects of listening to music on headphones my whole life because unless i'm looking at the person, i can't hear them in one of those places. and when you do lean in close enough to have a conversation, you're yelling at the person you're talking to. and yelling things like, 'well i think the texans are a great team, but i don't see how they go into foxboro next monday and beat the patriots!' it feels weird yelling things like that.

it's interesting when you're standing around and thinking, man i'm too old for this place. in fact, i'd rather be sipping coffee and reading my book about the federal reserve. wow. when you're thinking that at a place like that, you really take a step back. things have changed for you. because i guarantee 23 year old me would punch this guy in the face. but this guy has better insurance so that could be taken care of and this guy has more confidence than 23 year old me, so i think although i'd be startled by the first blow, 33 year old me would eventually come out of on top. so coffee and books win! i knew they would.

it's the most wonderful time of the year

in all the hubbub of discussing christmas songs and decorations, i didn't realize until late last night that one year ago yesterday, i had surgery on my torn acl. one year ago yesterday they cut me open and took a hamstring that was just minding his own business and slid him into my knee and turned him into an acl. and he's done well so far. to say i'm 100% would not be true, but i would say i'm about 97% which i consider a victory. one of my goals over the winter is to get my knee stronger by really focusing on leg exercises at the gym. then once the snow melts, i'll be ready to hike up those mountains ago next spring with no issues.

one for the boys

today is december 1st, which for me, is the beginning of the christmas season. i'm starting to get into christmas music and the christmas scene. not buying stuff really, just the shiny paper and decorating the tree and stuff like that. but i really like the music. that's what makes christmas. so today i went out and bought some new christmas music to update our catalog because all we really had was a beach boys ultimate christmas album and some cds that jack burned for us. we're planning on decorating the tree tonight, so we'll break in the new music tonight.

but one of my favorite christmas music stories involves the beach boys. so long after pet sounds, during the nadir mid-70s, the boys made a christmas album. it kind of sucked besides like one brian wilson song that was awesome. the rest of the songs were weak as was par for the course during the mid-70s. anyway, the label rejected the album. they didn't want an album of christmas songs for their last beach boys album, because i forgot to mention, the boys were changing labels. so they had all these christmas songs they wrote and they didn't feel like writing a new album. so what did they do? they took the christmas songs they wrote and just threw some new words in and released the proper beach boys album MIU. MIU is one of the worst beach boys albums ever. but what's awesome is hearing the same song as two different versions, one christmas and one non-christmas.

for instance on MIU, there is the song 'kona coast', on the aborted christmas album it's 'melekalikimaka'. on MIU, there is 'peggy sue' the song by buddy holly, on the aborted christmas album it's 'christmas time is here again.'

it's so awesome to listen to! the same song. one is christmas! one is not! leave it to the mid-70s cash grabbing beach boys. the songs from the aborted christmas album actually we're finally released as part of ultimate christmas, which is an amazing christmas album to have by the beach boys. it's got their first christmas album from 1964 on it as well. good stuff. anyway, motown christmas is playing right now. back to it!

dust n' bones

wow. that's really small. you can clink on it and zoom in to read the history of financial laws and regulations. it's a really great chart.

actually it doesn't blow up. you can click here and see it zoomed in better. 

the deodorant song

has anyone ever bought defective deodorant? the stuff i'm using, i don't think it works. in fact, i think it does the opposite. i end up smelling pretty rank by like noon. what is that? i would think that if there was a smell that was determined to be smelt that the deodorant would fight it off until later in the day. but this deodorant does not. i think they're in cahoots. they tag team to create this awful smell and they laugh and mock my attempt at cleanliness. i won't have it. it's time to take action.

also in other news, as many of you know, i will be leaving my job at PwC. it's not something i take lightly. i've never worked at a company like PwC. there are good/smart people who work here. they really want you to succeed. they do work you though. a lot. but i was also able to travel to seattle, new york, chicago, atlanta, salt lake city, kansas city and houston. there's been ups and downs. i've failed and succeeded. but i'm proud to have worked at this company. so now i get to start another job with a new company in a new industry. i'm planning for the future. and i think i'm right where i should be. that's a good feeling. i hope that i can continue to say that going forward. time will tell.

i thought about this the other day. last thanksgiving was kind of miserable. i had just failed another cpa test and i was scheduled to have acl surgery a week after thanksgiving. things were not great for the k-man. but a year later, my knee is feeling great. i have passed all my tests and i am about to start a new job with a great future ahead. so let that be a lesson to everyone. things can change. they can get better. be ready for it when it does get better and enjoy the hell out of it.

afterword on previous entry

that song could be the best song of the year on the year's best record.

just sayin'.....

Funtimes In Babylon- Father John Misty

don't steal our sun

as part of the birthday celebration, i had the crazy/stupid idea to take a road trip. this was on a day when it was snowing in denver and we were headed north, which only meant the snow was going to be worse. and it was going to be much, much colder. but that did not deter us. we are now mountain people and mountain people are not afraid. we headed up to estes park because i wanted to see the rocky mountain national forest under snow. as you can see above, it wasn't totally under snow. but there was snow.

so the sixth picture down, you can see the elk huddled together out in the field. to get those closer shots at the top, i got out the car and walked up to this ridge. now it was incredibly cold. the temperature from the car dash was saying 28 degrees. but the wind was what was tough to take. i got to the top of that ridge and i could barely hold the camera still. i was even using my new tripod and it was still blowing all over the place. my cheeks were frozen and my hands were beginning to feel like glass, so i snapped those shots super quick and headed back to the car. the fifth and i think sixth picture, demitria took. she was excited to take some pictures too of the scenery.

the weather ended up not being too bad until we headed home. by then it was dark and the roads were slick. we drove down i-25 doing about 20 miles an hour because everyone was going so slow. it was fun though. we listened to new country music and joked about how terrible the songs were. it was a fun trip.

and then the texans beat the bears on sunday to go to 8-1. my super bowl pick of texans and packers looks better and better every week.

man in the sand

i bought mermaid avenue vol. 1 at hastings music in huntsville, texas, probably in 2002. i was a wilco fan at the time. i knew they did something with some english dude named billy bragg and the songs they recorded were by woody guthrie. i didn't know much more than that. my internet ability/availability was still slim in those days. i bought it only because it had wilco's name on it.

earlier this year, they repackaged the entire set: mermaid avenue vols. 1 and 2 and they added a 3 with a dvd documentary of the making of the records. there are songs vol. 1 that still are wilco songs to me, even though woody wrote them. california stars. hoodoo voodoo. at my window sad and lonely. one by one. another man's done gone.

i was listening to these songs at the age of 22 or so. and i can't even imagine that i really understood them at that time in my life. but that was not the point. the point was to hear them. to try and understand them. to understand the protagonist's point of view. to try and live in the song.

but you try that with every song. i guess watching the documentary has taken me back to driving too fast in huntsville. to thinking i had the world laid out then. my small apartment and my small street. those were really interesting times.

birthday

my birthday has already come and gone. they go quick, don't they? what is there to pass along as knowledge after 33 years? not a lot. i realize i have fewer friends year after year, but the friends i do have are for the history books. mom and jack hooked me up with grade-a grilling material. when we finally get a house and a really nice grill, we're going to be set in that department. demitria vastly improved my camera setup with a bag and a tripod. the camera i have is so awesome that the zoom goes so far that the slightest shake by me and the picture's are blurry. the tripod will go a long way to fixing that. also we went out to dinner and had some really good sushi. i was even in bed by almost ten. demitria was joking that it was my perfect birthday. gifts, sushi, sake and being in bed by ten. it was great.

this weekend we're going hiking (if it doesn't snow). and we're going to see a show at the hi-dive. birthdays are still great. you don't have the parties and the people and the commotion like when you were younger. all that's left are the really special parts. the special people. the special moments. the special calls. it's nice. i can handle it.